for you, if you’ve met the unexpected

Five little verses.

Five little verses is all that it took for God to shake me, speak to me, show me, a truth I know I’ll never let go.

Five little verses=one big truth.

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It’s Deuteronomy 8:2-6.

 And you shall remember the whole way that the LORD your God has led you these forty years in the wilderness, that he might humble you, testing you to know what was in your heart, whether you would keep His commandments or not. And he humbled you and let you hunger and fed you with manna, which you did not know, nor did your fathers know, that he might make you know that man does not live by bread alone, but man lives by every word that comes from the mouth of the LORD. Your clothing did not wear out on you and your foot did not swell these forty years. Know then in your heart that, as a man disciplines his son, the LORD your God disciplines you. So you shall keep the commandments of the LORD your God by walking in his ways and by fearing Him.

God brought the Israelites to an unexpected place. An unexpected waiting. He brought them to this place in their lives so that the genuineness of their faith would be proven. Isn’t that just like our God, to give us what we do not understand so that the strong roots of our faith would sink down and grow firmly rooted in the sovereignty of our Almighty God.

Isn’t it like our God to bring us out to wander in the wilderness for forty years-or however long He would have us wait-to teach us that He is sufficient to sequester every longing of our heart and to fill every hunger.

And even when The Lord leads His children to unexpected trials, the solution and healing He brings is also different than we would expect. God “fed them with manna which they did not know.” His solution to the trial He had brought to His children was the only sufficient solution. Because His ways are so much greater, they are hardly what we expect.

God lets us feel the emptiness of everything so that we might know the fullness of Him. He loves us way too much to let us be content with temporary satisfaction.

So whether God has you in a season of waiting for 40 years, or 4 months, He is always faithful to provide. The Israelites never went hungry. In His hand is all you need to be content in whatever place you are right now.

Pain and waiting teach our hearts to find fulfillment, healing, comfort, and complete satisfaction in God alone. God disciplines us for our good. God brings us through pain for our good. In our limited minds, we see good as being today. But our God sees good as something far greater.

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He lets us know loss, so that He might become our greatest gain. Loss of a job. Loss of a friend. Loss of a person. Loss of our expectations. So that we might find our all in Him, and not the trinkets of the world that are quick to grab our attention and even quicker to fade away.

Let us not think for a moment, that Our God-who holds the stars in their galaxies and breathes life into all that lives and moves and has its being-doens’t know what He is doing in our lives. It is something beautiful.

This resting and trusting in His plan summons us to obedience. We obey because in the season we do not understand or did not expect, He is working in us a peculiar glory that we will get only because of what we have walked through. Fearing God, obeying Him, resting in what He is doing and surrendering our hearts to Him, this is our greatest good. Because He loves us so perfectly, and the moment we believe we would be happier in different circumstances is the moment we have ceased to believe that His love is perfect for us.

 

from distractions to purpose

Sometimes I wonder why there are so many distractions. Why there are so many things pulling me from the face of my Savior. Why isn’t it easy. Why isn’t it less of a fight.

Processed with VSCOcam with t1 presetThe devil and the world and my flesh are masters in the craft of deceit. Sometimes I get caught up in listening to the lies. I play them over and over in my mind so often that they begin to sound like the truth.

But there’s a truth Jesus keeps bringing me back to. I have been called to be different and set apart for the Lord in the midst of a world that hates God. And this world that I am inbut not of-is going to seek to do everything it can to pull me away from the face of my God.

I could give in. I could become like the rest of the culture that seems appealing. The culture and the world that seem fulfilling. The world that promises so much-and yet delivers destruction.

But I am not called to love a world that hates God, and that blasphemes His name. I am called to love God and others radically. I am called to live a set-apart life. A living and breathing sacrifice of conformity to His image.

Do not love the world or the things in the world. If anyone loves the world, the love of the Father is not in him. For all that is in the world-the desires of the flesh and the desires of the eyes and pride in possessions-is not from the Father but is from the world. And the world is passing away along with its desires, but whoever does the will of God abides forever. { 1   J o h n   2 : 1 5 – 1 7 }

If I love this world-If I love money, possessions-If I’m constantly concerned with my image and appearance, I am loving a world and things of the world that are pulling me directly away from the Savior I claim as my Lord.

I write this in my journal over and over to remind me when I face temptation. To remind me that this world is not my home. To remind me that the reward of hope in Christ is far greater than anything this present existence has to offer. To preach to my soul that Jesus satisfies. He fulfills.

And all the trials and temptations I will face in this life are worth enduring compared to the weight of glory that will be revealed when we stand blameless before the Lord because we have rested in the work of Christ.

For I consider that the sufferings  of this present time are not worth comparing with the glory that is to be revealed to us. { R o m a n s  8 : 1 8 }

I’m learning so slowly-but surely-to take the lies I am confronted with day-by-day and replace them with truth. The TRUTH of Scripture. The TRUTH of the Gospel.

Learning to set my eyes on heaven and focus my vision on the God who has promised an eternal reward. On the God who is my hope. On the God who lavishes His love upon me infinitely- in spite of the world that seeks to pull me from knowing it.

He brings me daily, weekly–from distractions–to purpose. From being confused and confounded to knowing clearly why I am here. He brings me to know the truth in a world that is screaming lies.

Love,

Madyson

a little girl like me

I think if there’s one woman in the Bible I want to be like-it is Mary. Because Mary didn’t try harder. Mary didn’t do more than all the rest. She didn’t seek to be well known. But she was known.

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It was as if God chose to usher in the age of grace with a stunning example. Mary received the Son of God-the gift-into her womb with faith. I want to be like her, Lord Jesus. To say, God, “I surrender my desires, my plans, my passions, and I receive your Gift, Your plan, Your purpose for my life.”

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unnamed-5My soul magnifies the Lord, and my spirit rejoices in God my Savior, for He has looked on the humble estate of his servant. For behold, from now on all generations will call me blessed; for he who is mighty has done great things for me, and holy is his name. And his mercy is for those who fear him from generation to generation. He has shown strength with his arm; he has scattered the proud in the thoughts of their hearts; he has brought down the mighty from their thrones and exalted those of humble estate; he has filled the hungry with good things, and the rich he has sent away empty. He has helped his servant Israel in remembrance of his mercy, as he spoke to our fathers, to Abraham and to his offspring forever.

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You used Mary as your vessel-a little girl like me. Oh teach me to stop this working harder-this trying to earn what has already been given. This striving for something that cannot be attained by striving, but by kneeling low at the foot of the cross and receiving the gift of the Babe.

And yet the God who goes before me now to fight my every battle-is not a Babe, but a Warrior Prince. He is the King of all the earth and in a short while He will return. The day will come, Jesus, when everything will be visibly subject to you.

When everything that is now hidden is revealed–I want my hidden life to be a life of faith like Mary’s. I long for the song of my heart to sing of faith. Of believing and of accepting and of receiving.

on “l o v e”

710e1d97a5f962c62d271da5fccb696aI googled “define love” today.

love
noun
1.an intense feeling of deep affection.

ouch.

I would perceive, then, that the next step is to try and figure out how to maintain a certain feeling. If we are to love then we must always have this intense, fuzzy feeling?

wrong.

well what about this stuff:

“it’s just bigger than the both of us”

“There is never a time or place for true love. It happens accidentally, in a heartbeat, in a single flashing, throbbing moment.”

“Love is like the wind, you can’t see it but you can feel it.”

Really? Is this the best we can do? Is love really a feeling only? Something that happens accidentally? The WIND?

I’m a little bit frustrated.

I don’t know about you, but I want a real definition of love. a definition of love that is courageous and bold and beautiful and I want to live it. 757edcae2651b04f4f4a33d1539ba250

I wasn’t so much startled by this definition-but I was saddened. I wasn’t startled because I see it. Flippant relationships are the thing, and the world tells us that’s normal. Because it is normal.

But we are not called to live normal lives. We are not called to “love normally.” We are called to love boldly and dangerously and selflessly. We are called to love boldly in the realest and truest sense of the word   l o v e .

In the world’s eyes, the love that we are called to is an abnormal love.

So what’s wrong with our society’s definition?

We’ve mixed up the definition of love. We’ve put the feelings in front of the choice, the fuzzy in front of the difficult. We’ve put the enjoyment before the responsibility. We’ve made the definition immature, to fit our needs. Because our society has accepted immaturity.

This world can’t find an accurate definition of love by itself. It searches and searches. But where there is no Word of God-there is no truth-nothing to be found.

Are feelings dismissed, then? By no means. I definitely believe feelings are a part of love, but I do not believe feelings are the basis for love. Because feelings will come and go like the wind. But that’s not what love is.

Love is pure. It is free from expectations. It is patient. It is kind. It does not parade itself-but gives and pours continually. Love is not rude. Love does not change as your feelings do. Love does not come and go like the wind. Love is ultimately a choice. A choice that brings emotion.

Love breaks the barriers and limitations and gives itself selflessly. Love wants the best for someone else. Love doesn’t hold a grudge. Love gives up all it wants to see another rejoice.

And love never fails. Love never sees a reason to give up because love looks to THE One who never gives up on us. Love seeks to imitate Him. Love is simply a description of Christ. we are called to be like Him.

The greatest love is seen in Jesus Christ. Who broke all barriers and humbled Himself to become like us. And He took our deserving, He conquered death with His love.

“Greater love has no one than this, that someone lay down his life for his friends.” John 15:13

So pursue love. Because by it, they will know we are His.

Lord Jesus, teach me to love.

( m m )